I am 34 years old and I live with my parents, I have been an I.V. drug user for 16 years. I haven't had a job for just as long. Every day I drive my sister to and from work my whole existance revolves around her needs. I am just an extension of her, like a third arm. I have "Avoident Personality Disorder" and I am extremely un motivated and lack and goals of my own. I am getting fatter and fatter and I hate myself for it. I am a disapointment to everyone including myself. But I have no will to do anything at all to change things.