Public Loser #1
I am such a loser! Maybe that is why I have always struggled with self-esteem and felt inadequate, especially around women. Over the years, I have been able to get dozens of women of all ages and types to smash cream pies in my face! Some of them occurred in public. I felt that I deserved to get a pie in my face and at least it was a way to get attention. The women also loved doing it! Some of the pies also raised money for charity, which is a good thing. These were real cream pies too. (My favorite is chocolate mousse) Or, they were frosting pies. (a pie crust filled with gooey frosting) A woman has smashed a pie in my face in a bakery, cafeteria, restaurant, supermarket, office, bar, bowling alley, coffee shop and at a picnic. When a woman smashes a pie in my face then stands there and laughes at me, I feel worthless and humiliated. I also feel justified in how I think of myself - a big loser! If it happens in public, I listen to how people react. Do they laugh? Do they feel sorry for me? Do they mock me? If I can see, I look at their expressions. What does it say about me that I am willing to allow a woman to smash a pie in my face - even in public?! I'll tell you what it says to me. I am such a LOSER!!!