Rock BottomI think I have finally hit rock bottom. The only thing I do know for sure is I have come to EP for lots of things and today I came looking for help. I have realized that I have been using love as a drug. Cyber and phone sex as well. From these things I have gained self-esteem and control, or at least the illusion of them.
Honestly right now I am terrified and not sure what to do. I just know that I cannot go back... I have to move forward. I just have no idea where that is.