Rock Bottom

I think I have finally hit rock bottom. The only thing I do know for sure is I have come to EP for lots of things and today I came looking for help. I have realized that I have been using love as a drug. Cyber and phone sex as well. From these things I have gained self-esteem and control, or at least the illusion of them.

Honestly right now I am terrified and not sure what to do. I just know that I cannot go back... I have to move forward. I just have no idea where that is.
prncesspain prncesspain
36-40, F
3 Responses Jul 30, 2011

Hi. I have broken a similar thing just recently. I believe it all comes down to thinking about people as being people - all people, from all countries, walks of life, etc. and realising what you are a part of. Once you face that, you will suddenly lunge forward without even realising you've done it. You'll look back about 6hrs later and think "wow, that life feels like ages ago!" and then you move forward.<br />
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Changing your map of life is a big thing to do, and many people try and fail. This guide helped me immensely, "The Road Less Travelled" by Scott Peck, MD. It's his personal account of journeys with a few people he worked with. He gave more than it says in the manual, and got a hell of a lot more back. His experiences shared are well worth a look in as a place to start :D<br />
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Best of luck,<br />

I'm sorry. Please be strong. The past will always be a part of you, but remember, everyday is a new chapter.

Have you been let down by any of the men?

All of them.