Now I'm A Love Addict On Top Of All The Other Things

Well I guess it's time to face facts...I seem to be a love addict...just got involved with a huge jerk and ignored like 76 red flags just for the high of a new infatuation, went against my family's wishes and screwed some creep on the sly....problem is when it's over (and this was over within 4 of 5 days) it hurts more than "normal" and I get panicky and suicidal, thinking I will never find love, or real love that is. And thus I have nothing to live for...

I have to get ready for work, just thought maybe posting would get some ....attention....ha well what can you do?! :)
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Jan 18, 2013