I have many issues with myself but it wasn't until a few days ago that I realized I have a problem with love. I didn't know what to call it but have now found its name. I've scheduled an appointment to see someone to discuss this further and hope she really can help me find my way out. I've been at this for decades and now that I've finally figured what it is...I need to stop it before it kills me. I've hurt so many people in my life and I'll never be able to ask for forgiveness. I hope one day they'll understand the why.