The Pattern

I have many issues with myself but it wasn't until a few days ago that I realized I have a problem with love. I didn't know what to call it but have now found its name. I've scheduled an appointment to see someone to discuss this further and hope she really can help me find my way out. I've been at this for decades and now that I've finally figured what it is...I need to stop it before it kills me. I've hurt so many people in my life and I'll never be able to ask for forgiveness. I hope one day they'll understand the why.
An Ep User An EP User
1 Response Jan 19, 2013

Well don't be too hard on yourself, it's not like you meant to do it! All we can do is start now. And good for you for making an appointment to talk to someone. I am sure this will help you - congrats on taking such a big positive step! :)

You're welcome :) well try not to focus on them too know, we can't always change their minds anyway - they will believe what they believe. If you take responsibility for all their feelings you will be very unhappy - I mean, they could get over it or forgive or whatever right? They don't HAVE to hate you - hey could decide to be nice. And there are many people who do not hate you, many who care for you, and many who don't care what you do at all! :D