I Make Myself Sick.I don't know how to stop getting involved with men i have no business getting involved with, breaking people's hearts because i am too terrified to get too close...well let's see... i was married once for a few years, then left him for another guy, but he wasn't as great as I first thought so I left him for another....always for another, another, another...i have made a few guys cry...now, in a way they have asked to break up, I mean, they had major issues and weren't willing to work on the relationship etc...but i still made them cry. It makes me sick. What's wrong with me?
If someone likes me too much I panic and get the f--- out of there. Because only losers would like me. I lose interest immediately. I don't believe there are "normal" healthy stable men out there - or if there are, they will never want a nutball like me. I am so sorry. Why do I keep doing this??? Why?
How the hell does one stop being a love addict? I mean do I have to become a nun??
clouds4208 36-40, F 4 Responses 4 Jan 26, 2013