Written on February 10th, 2013
I was sleeping, and just a dreaming .
i was dreaming that my father was driving a sleight pulled by a horse whit eight legs and escorted by two big dogs, and just as I saw him pass by I looked at the sky, saw black clouds and heard thunders when I saw this in the dream I realized it was just that a dream, so since I noticed that for some reason he was a symbol of odin I just indulged in making him look like other mithological goods, so then I turned him into tezcatlipocatl, who was a god of the aztecs so I turned him in to a super buffed native mexican warrior holding a spear of obsidian and a mirror of that same stone that expelled smoke, then zeus just a huge muscular old man holding a lighting, then It was just to much for me to take and I just woke up whit a smile on my face and a reflexion on my mind.
It has been said that the very concept of an only god is psychologically connected in our minds whit the authority our father so I was just playing and simulating that concept.
while I know all this and also the very fact that any believe in something without a proof is illogical and even if I like mithology and things like that I am a convinced Christian.