Lost My Cherry

There are some things you just never forget. This is one of those times frozen in my memory- my first and only time with a man. It was in 1988 in Houston. I was at a training week for the company I worked for. It certainly was not on my mind when I went for the week. Actually, I had really planned on ******* one of the women there. She had a different idea.

So, there we were on the last night. We had all gone to dinner then to a club for some drinking and dancing. I had more to drink than I should have, but it was a time to let go. I danced with a girl all night, she rubbing her ***** all over my leg. I was getting pretty horny, but she wasn't up to sex. So, back to the hotel we all went. Once back, we were sitting i a hotel room and this good looking Black guy comes in. I had seen him i class all week, but really paid him no mind. Obviously, he had been eying me. he came over and sat down on the bed next to me and asked if I wanted to go down to the hot tub. My first thought was Hell No! But, he kept on telling me that he knew how it was to be lonely and horny. Finally, I went, thinking I might get a blow job out of the deal.

Hot tubs that are over chlorinated are not good places to get laid. I knew that from home. He did give me a "taste" of his great mouth in the hot tub, then suggested we go somewhere more private and comfortable. So off to the sauna we went. The sauna wasn't working real well, so it wasn't searing hot. But it got hot! He went down on me again, but this time he started fingering my ***. OH my, what a feeling. He then asked if I would like to suck his ****. He stood up and put his **** up to my lips. (I was sitting on the bench). I kept resisting, but finally just gave in. I opened my lips just a bit, then he pushed it on in. He had a nice 7-8" cut **** that just tasted too good. His precum had started flowing a bit. I had never had a **** in my mouth, or even thought of it. But here I was sucking a big black **** and loving it!
What happened next is still a blurr. He never came in my mouth. Instead, he pulled out and told me to turn around and bend over. I must be stupid, i thought as I complied. I knew what he was going to do. Somewhere he had a tube of lube hidden. he lubed up and ran a little on his finger up my hungry ***. Then, I felt the head pushing at my boihole. Holy moly, this isn't happening. He told me that when he started in, to push back with my *** like I am trying to ****. I did. Then I felt a POP as the head went in. My cherry was now gone, I thought to myself. It hurt a little, but not nearly as much as I thought it would. After a few seconds, he began to slide it in a little more, being as gentle as he could. Out, then in a little deeper until he was all the way in. I can't find words to express how great it felt having that beautiful black **** inside me! Then he started to work. Oh my, it felt so awesome. I was thinking that I must be crazy for liking this. Not exactly where I had ever expected I would be. He pounded me until I felt him swell up and dump his load.

Then, he pulled out and we hit the shower. In the shower he told me that he had never taken a virgin *** with such little pain, it was like my *** was built for being ******. The he took me out of the shower, dried me off and led me back to the sauna where he handed me the lube and told me to **** him. I didn't know if I wanted to do that or let him **** me again. He told me not to worry, as we had all night to **** and suck each other. So, **** him I did.

At about 5 in the morning, I told him that I needed to go to my room and rest before class started again. He asked if we could get together again. I wasn't sure. I am not gay and am married. We never did. But, I have to admit, I have thought about him many times. I put the thoughts of getting ****** in my boipussy out of my mind as much as I could. But, I started having thoughts months ago about being ****** again. And thoughts of growing breasts and becoming more feminine. Then, I found EP and a bunch of other guys who are in the same boat. Before EP, I did start taking herbs and enlarged my breasts enough that my wife noticed. Since finding ep, i have started having regular "periods" so that I can experience really being gurly. Now, I think I am ready for my next go round with a **** up my boipussy- and maybe to suck another ****.
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3 Responses Apr 18, 2011

I wish my first time had been bare.

would like to know what kind of herbs you are taking

Hot story. I can relate to what you experienced. Thanks for sharing.