Wearing A Bra Used To Be An Option For Me. But Now I Need A Bra 24/7.It was on my 15th birthday, that i negotiated with my Mom a "compromise", so that she would finally start adding "big girl's" clothes and lingerie to my wardrobe. Reluctantly, one of the very first things we bought that day, was a bra. I can still remember enjoying one of my "auto-erotic ejaculations" inside my diapers, as she fitted it on me.
I was almost 19, when my Mom passed away. By then, i had absolutely no interest in looking or dressing like a boy. So, i went on to explore the rest of my life as a gurl. After 18 months of testing and therapy in a pre-op program. I was told the reasons why i wasn't a good candidate for "the cut", and then given an ongoing hrt prescription for my future as a fulltime (t)gurl.
For 30 years, i enjoyed a very satisfying feminine lifestyle. My breasts had developed better than i had expected. They were firm enough, that i could enjoy comfortably sleeping without a bra, or not wear one at all whenever i wanted to go out in public showing gg's "living proof" that mine were REAL too!
Never expecting to fullfill the interests of a real (gg) woman for anykind of real m&f relationship. I just went on with enjoying my bisexuality, pleasing those who accepted me as a gurl. Then, one day i caught the attention of a very special lady. Within a year we got married.
I've been happily "married with children" for almost 17 years now. And although i had to discontinue hrt and transition towards looking and dressing like a "dad", when the kids were toddlers. My breasts never actually disappeared as originally expected, when hrt is discontinued. According the doctor, i would have more than just overextended breast tissue. I would have what was referred to as "residual breasts" for the rest of my life. Which was a challenge, since i was otherwise a GUY in all other appearances. So, with the help of my wife, i learned to deal with wearing minimizer style bras to work and camoflaging my other bras under dark coloured shirts and blouses or those with prints. Not that they always worked in hiding my breasts or bra straps etc. But at least kept people guessing.
Then, a couple of years ago. Mother Nature hit me with a whammy, just as i was turning into my senior years. According to the doctors, 30+ years of being on feminine hormones during my previous lifestyle. Had set something up that would affect my body, when my senior years would be producing less male hormones. In otherwords, what has happened, is that my body has gone on to developing more female hormones than usual.
So, as of my last professional bra fitting event at Macy's a couple months ago. My pair of "residuals" are now a pair of wide and full 38 D's or 40 C's, depending on style or brand of bra. And their weight is such, that wearing a bra is no longer an option, even for sleeping. And there's absolutely no way to effectively camoflage or minimize them anymore!
The kids are teenagers now. And they have matured enough, to where we've been able to explain more about why i have women's breasts, and also tell them a few things about my feminine upbrining and previous lifestyle. Hopefully, in a couple of years, when they go to college. My wife says, that i should be able to return to how i was when she first met me.
But until then, to everyone else. I'm a guy who has big **** and wears a bra. Lucky me!? :)
God Bless and keep you safe.
AlanisAlicetoo 56-60, T 7 Responses 2 Aug 22, 2010