The First Goodbye

I'm starting to realize how hard it is going to be on Saturday to say goodbye to him before he leaves Monday. I have already started to cry just thinking about it, but i'm trying to pull myself together an say everything is going to be alright. He has promised to write me an I have promised to write him at least every other day for the next 3 months. I know he is following his dreams an everything that he has ever wanted. I love him an support him with everything. He's the only one I EVER want to be with, an the one I want to be with the rest of my life. We are about to test our relationship to the extreme with us being so early in our relationship though. Everyone is saying that if we can make it through this we can make it through anything. I can not wait to get my first letter to him, because i know before he leaves im going to give him a letter his first letter while he is gone. I feel like I have rambled on an on but I am just kinda sharing what I feeel before my last goodbye is said. <3
ILoveMyMarine12 ILoveMyMarine12
18-21, F
2 Responses Jan 17, 2012

Keep your head up girl. I've been with my fiance for almost 7 months now and he's been gone more than I've seen him in our whole relationship, but I can tell you its not easy at all. Just keep busy and write him A LOT. That's what I did and it helped me and him a lot. It kept him motivated and for me it just felt good to get these emotions out. Remember there's no such thing as goodbye in a military relationship, its only "see you later/soon". Stay strong and message me if you need to :)

Hang in there and remember, its not goodbye its just see you later. Keep yourself busy and you'll get through it :)