so my boyfriend is in the marines and he is stationed on the west coast. i live on the east coast so i hardly get to see him and when i do its for a few days at a tme. recently he has been going on a lot of field ops in training for his deployment in april. while he is away at training i hardly get to talk to him and when i do its short conversations before he has to go. i miss him so much and love him so much but lately i have just been having a feeling of do i really want this?and do i want to be with him? i am not sure why i am feeling this way and i dont want to but i have been and only sometimes. our relationship is kinda new so i dont know if its me still getting used to having him gone or what. and i dont know if he is feeling the same way or not... i dont wanna bring it up to him now cause he is in training and i dont wanna upset him while he is there. im just wondering though is this feeling normal ? and if so what could i do to cope with him being gone better ? i need advice from someone who knows how it feels so leae respond!!