You Have Got To Be Kidding Me...

I have a temper so I try really hard to be in control of it. I am really good at it too but every now and then its too much to hold back. Right now, I am PISSED!! Many curses to follow so if you have virgin eyes, avert them now.

This worthless *** ************ I have for a husband is ridiculous!!! I didn't get myself pregnant so why am I always the one doing all the ******* work?!? This is bull ****! This isn't how it's supposed to be. I am exhausted and beginning to unravel again. I've worked too hard to pull myself back together and I refuse to go back!! ***** *** enjoys seeing me stressed and frustrated. Our kids are 3 and he's still without a damn clue! Why, why, why! I know why, cause I'm an idiot too!! I should be moving on. I'm already doing it all anyway.

Thanks all, I feel much better having gotten that out.
DeeLisa DeeLisa
31-35, F
3 Responses Jun 22, 2012

Sometimes ya just gotta vent. There must be some reason you keep him around

His days are numbered.

A small number or a big number, waiting for anything in particular

I hope small number.....just following the exit plan steps

I am glad venting made you feel better.I hope you find a way to be happy and content in life.

Your evening sounds as bad mine. It will get better for u , just take a chill pill sweetheart, your not alone or on you own, we all have issues to deal with. C u soon