Newly Discovered Pleasure

So I have cut myself since I was about 15. For a while, I did so because I was depressed. I would cut myself multiple times above my elbow, then pour alcohol over the fresh cuts to make the burning sensation last. When I got better, I cut less, yet I missed my blade, but I didn't care for the pain as a substitution, I desired the pain as an addition. It took me a long while to find this out. I consider myself overall, a "Vanilla". I am not into anything really BDSM. I simply accept that I enjoy pain, though it doesn't arouse me as it does many masochists.
ThePeanutTerminator ThePeanutTerminator
18-21
Dec 3, 2012