Masochist As Well As Sadist

          Its really strange to me that I can be both, but I truely am. I want to be dominated and hurt by other people and at the same time I want to dominate others and hurt them. Its almost as if I have two people in my head. I think its begging to make me go crazy in the most literal sence possible.   I guess the best way to decribe it is in sex. I want to feel pain in sex as well as make the other feel pain. How strange huh?

Elixer26 Elixer26
1 Response Feb 21, 2009

Nah thats not strange. Atleast not to me. Im the same way. Very confusing, eh?