I Am a Mean Drunk
Hey.
I laugh all the time, I joke, I don't take life seriously. So how is it possible, that after only a few drinks this past weekend, that I was getting super angry over the most trivial thing ever! It is a funny story to retell, but it scares me as I was beyond reasoning...
After the bar we went to grab some pizza. While we were sitting waiting for the fresh whole pizza we had ordered, I noticed that everyone else walking through the front door were lining up and getting their Pizza by the slice before us. For some reason, I could not fathom this idea. I was yelling and raising my arms in frustration every time someone else would walk away with their pizza before me. "What the hell!!" I kept yelling, "This is ******* ridiculous!!!" My friend would explain to me that they were being served before us because we were waiting for a custom pizza made just for us, but the moment I would acknowledge understanding of this, it seemed I would immediately forget and start yelling the next time someone was served before me. The weird thing about all this is that I did not black out. I remember, though the details are hazy, the events in the pizza store. I also remember the horrible thing I yelled to some young ladies wearing short skirts....As we were walking out, I pointed, and yelled "CELLULITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" It was rude and disgusting of me and not something I would ever do sober. However, I was not that drunk. I had had 6 beers and 2 tequila shots, and I can drink much much more than this....
I am quite embarrassed by all this and confused and worried about my mental health!
