No Longer Afraid

I've seen spirit since I was 8 years old. My earliest experiences includes me telling my mother and her laughing and waving me off. From that point, I kept my feelings and experiences in-ternally. As years passed I began to develop depression. I made way for my family and medical community to label me bi-polar. I tried the medicines, none of them worked. They only made me sicker.

In 2005 I had enough. I could no longer live in fear. I saw how everyone in my life was suffering. Especially my children. Something had to give. Death wasn't an option, besides I had already tried to no avail. I decided to go on a spiritual quest to find my inner peace. I studied religion, metaphysics, astrology etc but never felt fulfilled. I couldn't release that feeling of anxiety that I carried in my BEING. I continued looking for answers. Astrology and Tarot became a part of my everyday practice. As a child I was always interested, but this was different. It felt natural. I began performing readings for anyone that would let me. But...something still was missing.

In 2009 I was introduced to Reiki. I loved how it made me feel, so I decided to pursue education as a practitioner, and was eventually invited to become a Master/ Teacher. By then, I knew healing was my calling.

2010 I attended massage school and that is were the **** hit the fan. Everything looked brighter. I began seeing orbs, then innergy and eventually....Spirit. I was in disbelief but not afraid. My readings began to take on another form. I began to feel sensations. Cold breezes on one side of my body, tingling and buzzing in my ears. I adapted meditation, wholistic nutrition and healing treatments as a way to balance.  I was no longer afraid to show who I was.

Fast forward 2 years. I have a flourishing practice ( and work with people all over the world. Without effort, I can see, hear and smell when encountered with spirit. I help others cope with loss, work through dis-ease and self-limiting behaviors. I love my life and am SO grateful to be in the position to assist people to see their authentic self.

For those of you struggling with finding your spiritual footing, be patient. It will come when you're ready. Take in all that's around you and don't forget to breathe. Look for your truth through what you feel. Your heart is your best indicator. Of course, if you ever have any questions, please reach out. I would love to help in any way that I can.

Love and Light,

Christy Lynn Abram
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31-35, F
3 Responses Dec 10, 2012

beautiful - thank you for sharing. I completely have been on a similar journey to you. Much Love,
The Soulologist

Thank you @griffingirl. You will. It takes time but you're time will come. :)

It is so good to hear a positive story. I hope to someday be at such a place :)