Thought I Had Getting Clean Down..

Never been so wrong..
I feel like I should want to want to be clean..
But I just don't..
Guess it has me sucked in,
but who says it's ever too late to start over?
Kidd12 Kidd12
18-21, F
3 Responses Dec 11, 2012

Speed ****** up my life. I have four months clean and am still struggling. I feel like I may be just a tweaker by nature, but I remember feeling like " I should want to be clean" It gets better I promise.

look my opinion is don't let it control you if u want to smoke do it recreationally only you can do that ,honestly im smoking rite now and i only do it on weekends

You are correct - it's never too late to start over, but in the interim, you are destroying yourself, your family, your career, your body and most importantly your mind. I have faith in you that you can kick this demon so feel free to holler at me if you need someone to talk to. Best of luck!