My Life For The Next Year Without Him
well as of january 5th his deployment fully began.. everyday i sit and wonder where he is what hes doing and if he is ok. i find this is even harder when no one i know fully understands how i feel. alot of people tell me to give and let him go but there is not way i could ever do that. he is the one guy i have ever loved and i will not let him slip through my fingers i can not and will not. im serioulsy jusy wanting people in my life who undestand how i feel.