Call Me Rain...because All I Ever Did Was Fall For You.

So I'm not tottaly a military girlfriend. I should probly start at the begining and hopefully someone will understand. I'm in love with my close friend who's in the Air Force. By the time I realized it was to late....he was gone. When we use to hang out it was a blast...with one little problem...I had a boyfriend. Half the time he was always cheering me up because I was upset over my boyfriend. He always made me smile. I have so many good memories of when we hung out.

ThenĀ I broke up with my boyfriend and he helped see me through. At this point he still had his facebook and could text almost everyday. Somewhere along the line I fell for him. He's all I want, all I think about. He knows exactly how I feel, but we only talk about once a week now. He deploys on May 24th, I dread that day so much....

I've tried to move on but I simply can't. None of my friends want to hear about it. They tell me I've made a huge mistake, but I didn't go looking for this. It just happened. I would love for someone to just understand where I'm coming from....
PixiiHead PixiiHead
18-21, F
1 Response May 11, 2012

i understand completely. this is how it started with my soldier. he was stationed over seas when we started talking. it started out as just and email here and there then it was iming for hours everyday.. when he should have been in bed. i fell hard for him. now he's stationed closer to home and we are even closer now. things will work out. its never a mistake to love someone.

I hope your right......sometimes I wonder if I'm just wasting my time. Its very easy to get discouraged with him any more.....

give it time. this isn't and easy life. but God only picks the strongest of women to stand with a soldier. i'm here if you need to talk....