my closest friend told me recently that she doesnt consider my airman to really be my boyfriend because we dont get to see each other most of the time. it broke my heart to know she felt that way and she had been not told me that until now. her father is in the military so i thought she of all the people im close to would understand some of the feelings i have when hes away. we still talk but our friendship has changed since then and now everytime we talk thats all i can think about. my boyfriends such a big part of my life and my best friend i love him so much and now my closest friend doesnt even want to hear about anything that involves him.