Far From Me

My boyfriend (we'll call him Mr.S) and I met back in high school and things didn't quite happen then, due to life circumstances we went on with our lives in different direction but miraculously we met up again years later - all grown up. I knew what he does for for a living but it was only when he told me about his deployment when it truely registered.
It's only been a month of the 8 months he'll be away and I miss him terribly, I just want him back home with me. There's only so much I can do to keep busy but he is constantly on my mind, realising we won't be spending our first Christmas and New Year's together.. and he's birthday too *sad.face*
The communication is somewhat constant but if he doesn't reply immediately I go crazy. I know he is trained and a specialist in his field but I can't help but worry about him, his emotional state too.
punanies punanies
26-30, F
Dec 8, 2012