Boyfriend Left For Basic Last Night ): Only 16

Hey, I'm natalie and I'm 16 yr old. My boyfriend is 19 and he left for basic training last night again after being on Christmas break. It literally killed me talking to him for the last time and he kept telling me "I don't wanna go" and "I wanna be with you". It hasn't even been 24 hours and I already cried my eyes out twice. I don't know, but I feel like I'm slowly falling into a depression because that's how I felt last time he left. Also, I'm bummed because he might not get leave in march when he graduates so he won't be able to see me so idk when I'm gonna see him now.
Bunnyandbear07 Bunnyandbear07
18-21
2 Responses Jan 5, 2013

Why won't he be able to get leave in march? Graduating from basic right?

That is the hardest. I was supposed to see my Marine last October but he couldn't travel. Then we had a window this January but I wont be able to travel. I asked myself the same thing: When am I going to see him? I could go and visit him during school but he only will be able to see me like for 2 or 3 hours a day (not everyday) and he wont be able to stay at the hotel with me, so we think is not worth it...we are aiming for July...

It may take time but you will see him :)