Struggling ;(

It's one of those sleepless nights where I can't help but miss my boyfriend so much. All I want is to be wrapped up in his arms right now. Having him away is so tough in every aspect. I just need someone to tell me it's normal and okay to feel this way and that everything will be okay :( I feel so lonely and sad.
Halfpint92 Halfpint92
18-21, F
4 Responses Jan 11, 2013

I know the feeling :( some nights are easy, while others are so painful. The worst part to me is he time differences and knowing that no matter how bad you want to, you can't talk to him. It will always get better though! What gets me through is remembering the feeling of being in his arms for the first time in so long. You can get through this!! :)

Thanks so much! It's gotten a little easier but not much. I just try to stay positive and like you said remember the good times :)

That's how i feel right now too =[ It's hard to be in a big bed without your man and not being able to sleep just running memories through your head. totally normal.

Yeah it's the worst feeling ever!!! But when I replay memories I try to think of happy ones and just smile being great full I got to spend time with him :) stay strong!

I am having one of those nighs too! I feel like I just don't want to sleep even though I am tired and there is no possiblity of him calling at 3am, but I don't want to miss anything. And I can't sleep anyways because I miss him too much! I am just sitting in his bed, doing nothing, but I feel like I need to be doing something....such a weird feeling.

I know exactly what you mean. It's like you feel helpless and don't know what to do. I still feel like my big breakdown hasn't come yet because I'm still kinda not fully ready to see he's really gone again. But we just have to take day by day and keep ourselves busy and surrounded by positive people !

yeah, I cried after he left and it has only been a few days and I feel like so much has happened since he left that I want to tell him about but I can't because I have no way to talk to him, there is letters, but some of the stuff I feel like I might burden him with if I write them and send them to him, like some random bad things that have happened in my town, its stressful!

Yeah girl I know what you mean it isn't easy :/ just keep your head up and try to stay busy to distract yourself. Hope things get better for you!

thanks girl! same for you!

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It is SO normal to feel this way, and yes, everything will be okay. I miss my boyfriend too, but remember how rewarding it is to know you always have someone to miss and something to look forward to; it makes your relationship stronger and more respectable. I know how tough it is...it takes a strong couple to get through all this waiting. You aren't alone. I'm always here to chat!

Thank you so much! It really helps to know I'm not the only one. I guess just some days are harder than others! And yes it's so hard to wait but in the end it's always worth it. :)