Struggling Tonight

Tonight is just not a good night. I want nothing more than to have Ryan home and cuddling with me. I miss him alot and after being in an accident I just want him here to help me with my anxiety and stress from it. I'm usually a very strong person but with everything that's happened I just feel like I need him more than ever.
Ldylvlylcks2002 Ldylvlylcks2002
31-35, F
1 Response Jan 12, 2013

oh girl I know how you feel. I wasn't in an accident (which I hope you are ok!!) or anything but when my boyfriend left a month after he left my grandfather passed away very suddenly. It sucked b/c he is the one person that can tell me a few words and all my worries go away. Since that incident I have found new outlets just incase he isn't here and Ican't talk to him. I started working out and volunteering at a local hospital. Things to keep my mind busy so I don't think about loely it is without him at night.
Just know that there are people here if you ever want to talk!

Thanks I'm usually able to keep pretty busy but its just been really bad since my accident. And I'm having a hard time with things because my accident