It's Only Been Two Weeks?

Two weeks from today I had to say my third "see you later" and this time it's been harder on me than the other ones. I'm missing him more than before. I'm depressed more this time than before, and I just feel like a big huge baby that can't stop crying. I don't know when I will see him again and maybe that's why I am the way I am now. It just sucks because everything is easier if you are married, which actually we talked about doing. But, I sort of want to wait until after his first deployment to get married. Also, it sucks not really having any friends my fiancé is my best friend. When he was here we spent the whole 17 days together and I got used to sleeping next to him and waking up next to him. Then bam he is gone :/ sorry I'm just venting.
Kandaslr91 Kandaslr91
18-21, F
1 Response Jan 15, 2013

I know exactly how you are feeling, and it's not a good feeling :( My bf left just about a week ago and it was extremely hard to say "see you later." Every time they leave I do think it gets harder just because like you said we grow attached to them while they are here with us. My best advice is to stay busy and to be around positive people! It's hard to make yourself want to do that because you just feel like being alone and sad (least that's how I've been feeling) but it does do some good to get out and about. Because he wouldn't want you to be so upset. It's hard on them as well, and we have to continue to be strong for them! In time it will seem easier to get through the days but just keep your head up. And we are here for you, remember you're not alone! (:

Thank you so much :)

You're welcome girl!!