I Cried For The First Time In About Two Weeks Today..

I think it's a mix of starting this semester without Daniel here to text me and tell me "have a good class boobear" I'm so swamped with homework and yesterday was only my second day. (my first day on campus, I'm taking two classes online as well). I'm starting to get stressed and it's all so real that I'm really by myself until April. I still haven't been sleeping, I got about two hours of sleep yesterday and I actually fell asleep in my books around 9 and woke up around 10:30 and I've been up since. I wrote Daniel two letters, and updated his Facebook status, letting everyone know that he left processing and started basic training on the 11th. I'm anticipating the phone call so I can get his address. I really need to hear his voice.
I miss him so much, but the weirdest thing though; whenever I'm having a bad day and don't want to even bother getting out of bed, I always get a letter. it amazes me lol.

sigh, I guess I'll go do some more homework.

I hope everyone else is doing well! <3
boobear492012 boobear492012
18-21, F
1 Response Jan 16, 2013

Boobear?! Awww

It will get better, school is going to knock you out :) wow and you have some privileges there, managing his fb account?

If possible, try to reorient the stress to motivation, see it as an ally that will help you go through this faster.

Good luck!

I really hope so. I'm exhausted, but can not fall asleep for the life of me lol.
He asked me to keep everyone updated through it before he left, I don't read his messages or anything, I feel like I'd be invading privacy if I did that. I trust him completely, and he has never given me a reason not to. (:

Thank you so much for the advice, I really appreciate it!

He left on the 11th of this month? My boyfriend left for basic on the 3rd.. Was just surprised to see you've gotten letters! From my understanding, he can't send letters until after two weeks. I'm glad you guys can communicate though. Just try to stay busy and focus on school.. I'm sure he would want that too! As for the sleeping issue.. It really does get easier. You'll still miss him constantly, but soon the exhaustion will take over haha. Try sleeping in one of his T-shirts, it seems to help me a little.

he left the first, he was in processing until the 11th!
sorry to confuse you.
i've been cuddled up with his hoodie(: