I am in no way ready to give up on our relationship after all these feelings are only temporary but they really suck. My boyfriend informed me last night that he will be on deployment during our anniversary which I knew could be possible but it's just now really sinking in just how much we bargained for, I know it's hard for him as well, probably even more than me and I'm always sympathetic of that but I'm starting to feel like the military is in charge of our relationship more than we are. I feel helpless in comforting and reassuring both of us because I don't know what to expect myself.... Sorry for the rant
navyboylover navyboylover
18-21, F
Jul 1, 2014