~ 8/20/2014
It's been awhile, I'm sorry for that. I guess you can say I've been getting my life together? Settling everything out. Also I will be posting other stories on my other things that have changed. But for this one, I am a military girlfriend. I think you've heard that same line from me about 10 times by now. Right up until he ended things to when we got back together. It wasn't on purpose he just knows how to make me smile, make me laugh, and make me want too be with him all together. Lately it's been amazing, but yet so frustrating. At first it was here and there he could text me most of the time. It was perfect, since he had his moments of being amazing. He reminds me that 'I'm amazing, loyal beautiful girlfriend.' It makes me feel so good. Now it's like I rarely get a message, through my days. I keep myself busy. Half the time I feel like I'm falling apart, others I break down and cry. I wish that I had what I always wanted. Too be the girl in his dreams. To be the girl.. who he fell for too begin with. But i was never that girl.
SimplySecure SimplySecure
18-21, F
Aug 20, 2014