Ladies I Need Your Prayers!

I just got to talk to Paul.  He hasnt been able to talk in almost 10 days and I have been worried.  He got to wish me happy birthday the day after my birthday which was Sunday.  It was only a quick message that said happy bday and it said "Seriously, if I dont say it enough thank you for everything and tell everyone I love them."  Today he called.  He called 3x.  The phone kept cutting out.   He got my care package and he thanked me.  I could hear in his voice something was wrong.  I asked him if he was ok, he said yeah, Im ok.  I could tell he wasnt.  I didnt press but then he said honestly, its the worst Ive seen since 2006.  Im scared.  One of his guys went down yesterday and they dont know if he will make it.  The phone cut out again. 

Paul never says that he is scared.  I am so crazy right now.  I feel like I am going to throw up.  He couldnt tell me where he is.  I cant stop crying.  I dont know what to do.  I didnt even get to say bye, or that I missed him, or anything bc the phone kept cutting out.  I know he knows.  But I cant stop thinking the worst.  I had to leave work.  My stomach is in knots and I feel like I am going to faint.  Please ladies, please pray for him.   And if any of you have been here before... please tell me how to get through this.  I know I wont hear anything for days.  What in the world do I do? 

sittingwaitinwishin sittingwaitinwishin
22-25, F
Feb 26, 2010