But It Is My Big Secret
Besides the usual Senior pic thing, I have modeled for two different photographers. The first was something my friend talked me into. It was just a gal who charged to do like profile pics and that sort of thing. She had all these poses and backdrops that just weren't me and I didn't really like the pictures.
Then a photographer contacted me because I posted a blog entry about my experience with the first photographer. He has a website and I liked his work so we agreed to meet in downtown Portland and just do what he called a walk-about shoot. What we did was wander around downtown and find cool places to pose and be creative. I loved the whole feeling of being the focus of attention. He was also very cool. The way he had me pose and the ideas he came up with just felt natural too.
We ended the day by having lunch and just chatting. If it had stopped right there, I probably would have posted some of the pics he took and that would have been that. But during lunch he asked if I liked what we did, and I said yes. Then he asked if I had ever considered modeling lingerie, or implied nudity or even nude. I said no but asked what that would mean. To make a long story short, he explained if I was willing to give it a try, I could possibly make some extra money modeling.
Two days later I model in my underwear. Then we did some implied stuff which is where I was naked but in the pictures my nipples and genitals were covered by position or pillows, etc. It felt even better to be modeling this way - the total focus was on me. We broke for lunch and during lunch discussed what the next step might be, posing with my breasts exposed or even with everything showing.
I decided to try the topless, and then within an hour went all the way. My photographer sells custom pictures to private individuals, not website stuff. He showed some of our work to his customers and got several requests. Within two days I was posing again, this time in some pretty explicit ways per the requests.
I have done over 30 shoots with him so far. I only model for him and pretty much have no limits on how I pose. I am making more money in four hours of modeling than I can make working a minimum wage job for a week.
Of course, I haven't told anyone I do it. It is my biggest secret. And I want to tell someone so here it is :)