I am not the kind of person you want to be friends with or get to know. I seem to destroy everything and everyone in my path whether I try to or not. After months of searching and trying to figure out why I am so alone, it has all come down to this conclusion. I am a monster of a human, someone so ridiculously awful. I can't even look at myself without feeling pure disgust as to who I've become.
PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh
18-21, F
4 Responses Aug 23, 2014

You are a kind and generous person. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. Not me, not even yourself.
I know you may not be referring to what happened between us, but that doesn't change who I know you are. The Kayleigh I skyped with until 1 in the morning. The most amazing person.
I know my opinion may not matter to you or to anyone, but I'm not letting you kick yourself down.
You're too good to deserve that. You're an angel. You are worthy of a great life :) so smile. Even when I'm down and everything is ****, I know there's always a reason to smile and if I can't see it, I look for it. Be it a little one or not ;)
I know you're probably thinking I'm such a fake or whatever and I'll take critique from you because I know you are fair. Too fair, in fact :P
You don't have to be friends with me, you don't have to like me. I'm not asking for forgiveness. I just want you feel okay, whether it's my business or not.
Have a great day, you amazing person.
SMILE :)

We all have a choice mate.Think about it.

Somehow I think you are being too hard on yourself.

Perhaps she is just being overprotective with herself ^_^

I feel the same. All monsters are human. I send to many people away unintentionally because I'm such an *** and so mean