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I Am a Mother of a Murdered Son

Pain!!!

By: audrey1975
Written on May 31st, 2012
My oldest was murdered we just reached 5 months. I understand he made wrong choices but I feel like Im the blame I should of could of done more. Just thought life would get better for him. Yes he made wrong decisions hung around the wrong crowds and darkness lurked and sought him. Started drugs.
By: audrey1975
Age: 36-40 , Female
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  • mmaggiemay
    mmaggiemay

    Drugs are the root of all evil .



    But please don't blame yourself . Our children grow up Just like we did . Make there own choices even if it is the wrong choice .



    It hard I know not to blame yourself . As I did also , it can drive you crazy with the " what, if or maybe .



    like I have read on this site a lot. Try remember the positive memory even if they made you cry .



    Seems early days for you in your grief only 5 mouths . They say the first year is the worse . 3 years now for me since my son murder .



    Sending you my love ((hugs)))

    May 31, 2012
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  • audrey1975
    audrey1975

    R u serious us Mothers are without our Sons and u can get on here with your negativity.

    May 31, 2012
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