Stay At Home MomBEFORE you read or comment on my story, don't be so quick to judge.
I am a young mom of a beautiful little boy. I am currently a stay-at-home mom and a full time student. I love them both more than words could truly express. Recently my husband got a new job and we thought he would be making a good amount of money, therefore I wouldn't have to work. That's just not how it seems to be going lately, I know that I need to find a job. If only it were that simple then I wouldn't be on here needing someone to talk to. I am not asking for sympothy and especially not asking for any snide comments, just someone to help me through this.
I KNOW I need to work and I have been applying for jobs, but it has put me in this depression because I don't want to leave my baby. He is my everything and being with him everyday is all I have ever wanted. I also don't want to have to get behind on school. As I stated earlier I am a full-time student and mom. I feel like if I go back to working full time I will start to loose focus on my studies and it makes me sad. I also feel like when I go back to work that my son will start to loose the bond we both share. He will be around another woman all day long, and start to see her as his mother in many ways. I know this makes me sound like a spoiled baby, but I promise I am not. I am just sad, and I need help...
rizcube 18-21 2 Responses 0 Jul 10, 2012