He Is My Soldier That I Love!!!

I have been dating for Andrew for alittle less than a month. I resently found out that he is going to be getting deployed here in late June of 2010. I only have 4 months with him until he leaves. I feel so lost on what to do. How is it going to effect our relationship? Are we going to have enough time to build a strong enough relationship to last while he is gone for over a year. When he gets back where are we suppose to start with our lives. I am going to school and i am suppose to be transfering to a new school in a year or so. I feel like i am going to make him deside to be near me or his family. I am, going to school to become a Pediatricain. I really dont have time to take a break to stay in Albany, Oregon. All i know is that i want to spend as much time with himas a can. There is never enough time in the day or night to be with him. When i am with him i know everything is going to be alright. I feel so safe inside that its so hard to explain. I sometime just lay in bed and think about what is going to happen to us. All my friends and family are very supportive of my decision to stay with him when he leaves for Iraq. My aunt is married to my uncle who is in the nation guard.  So when i am feeling unsure about things i can always talk to her about it. One of my best friends is dating a soldier too. Its nice talking to her too. I just hope that we will be able to last while he is gone. Last night i laid in bed and cried because i know i am going to miss him so much when he is gone. When he isn't with me i miss him so much. Hope all is going great with all you ladies. Hit me up if you want to talk. Countrygirl200491@yahoo.com

Cowgirl2004 Cowgirl2004
18-21, F
Feb 28, 2010