Operation Mixed Feelings

Its currently 9:03 and I havent been to sleep yet. :-/
I have these stages I go thru every week, And I'm terribly afraid it becoming a pattern!
One week I'm petrified for him to leave... The next I'm swelling with pride for him to even be so bold as to even think about doin such a great service to our country! I do all the research I can... I'm a book worm by nature I can't help it.
Sometimes its not even week by week. It can be day by day. Or even hour to hour.
Am I the only who's been behaving like this???!
I try my best to let him know that I support him regardless of how I feel at the moment. And that I love him with all my heart!
harrisal harrisal
18-21, F
2 Responses Aug 14, 2010

I have moments I can't sleep. It comes and goes. Especially if he's doing something the next day I fret about it. <br />
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I'm here if you wanna chat :-)

It's okay!! It's scary knowing their leaving..just know that all of us girls are here for you every step of the way and your sailor will love you through it all. I'm always here if you wanna chat. (: