Civilian Girls SuckOkay I know I'm not the only one that is tired of this.
I'm a college student and this past week has sucked at school. I am just so sick and tired of civilian girls. They see their boyfriend right before class cause he drops her off. And then she sits next to me and texts that he misses him so much and spends the whole hour and fifteen minute class texting him about how much she misses him and can't wait to see him (sorry yeah I can see cause her phone annoys me with clicks). She can't go five minutes and it's been 10 days since I last saw my boyfriend, and it's another 1 month and 27 days before I can see him again.
I am also tired of looking on FB and seeing posts from people who just had breakfast with their significant other and 'oh I miss you so much! I wish you'd come home.'
Now don't get me wrong. I get that they missed their loved ones. But we do too. And yet if I were to go on about how much I miss my sailor I get the evil eye like I am doing something wrong.
Which is why for all you girls I like your status when you say you miss your guys. Cause you know what it is like to miss them. But these civilian girls have no idea.
I just honestly want to scream.
I mean yeah it was my decision to date my sailor. It was my decision to go with someone who I won't see often. It's my choice that I wait. And yeah part of me is like stop bitching, to myself, because I am asking for all of this. But it hurts me that I don't get to see him. I was sick today (allergic reaction and my eye swelled up) and I texted and emailed my sailor. Now I figured out his phone was turned off when I called him. So that is when I emailed him. He checked and ran and got his phone and texted me to make sure I was okay. Which I wasn't, but I was all no don't worry I just wanted you to know what was going on. He wanted me to go to the doctor, I don't have the money and been taking Benadryl all day and it's almost all gone... but I can see now and this morning couldn't.
That is love right there, the fact he is checking his email, see that I need him at that point and runs and gets his phone. And then said he wished he could be there. And I said I looked awful and glad I wasn't. But he wanted to baby me. I needed that right then and there, to just read that text. That text meant the world to me.
I don't have to tell him I miss him in a text. It's implied when I send the "I love you." I don't have to worry about what he's doing, if he's talking to this girl or that girl, because I trust him. I don't have to be nosy and snoop through his stuff, email, FB whatever, even though I have the passwords, because I trust him. And more importantly if the day came he could walk me to class I wouldn't text him five minutes later saying I missed him cause I'd make him stay!!!
But right now civilian girls really **** me off. They whine cause their boyfriend does this and that. And how they haven't seen or talked to them all day. Go a week without seeing them and they'll think that they are cheating on them. I have to trust my man isn't.
I know I am not the only one. Sorry for ranting. This just really has gotten me. And I have hidden several people now on FB so they don't show up on my feed that they miss their man that lives with them. It just frustrates me and I want to scream but I don't.
I hope you girls are okay.
yourangelawaits 31-35, F 20 Responses 2 Sep 9, 2010