Fighting All Night, Crying All Day.. Is This Worth It?I just moved to Bremerton WA from Northern California to be with my boyfriend. We both knew it wasn't going to be easy but I guess I never pictured we'd be having problems about someone from his past..
Before he was stationed here, he was in New York. He was dating his ex for two years and I understand that they have history. So when he was home for leave back in september he showed me a picture on his phone of me to tease me while we were at his parents house. I tried to get back to that picture to erase it but instead it went to his photos and I found not one but at least a dozen pictures of his ex on there. I stopped and put down his phone. Later that night once we were alone i told about it and that it bugged me. He said he was really sorry and that he completely forgot that he even had them. He told me he would erase them so that was that... Once i moved out here i realized my phone was disconnected so he left me his since he was going to have 24 hour duty. The pictures were still there, i flipped and left his phone alone and decided to just go on facebook and upload some of our pictures. I found waayy more pictures of her, some naked, and to top it all off i found a few videos of them having sex. I tried to talk to him about how it made me feel and what if the positions were reversed? He told me he felt horrible and then the next morning just acted like nothing happened between us. Now I'm feeling like an emotional wreck considering why he would just lie to me..
We told eachother everything, and talked about our future together all the time, now im wondering if thats even real or a lie.. i dont know what to do and am so confused, hurt and feeling really alone.