This Is Just Lovely

I was supposed to spend today and tomorrow with my man before he left... and guess what? I'm freaking sick!!!! I'm so mad at myself... I was tutoring a little girl and I thought she had asthma and apparently not because now I'm sick. I was supposed to go kayaking and go out to dinner with him and hang out all day with him tomorrow but that's not happening because he doesn't want to get sick before he goes. I completely understand him...
The worst part of all is that he leaves on Thursday and I wont be able to see him for three months. I'm so angry with myself! I'm so sad... I'm trying to take every kind of medication so I can get better by tomorrow. I'm going to miss him so much. I f@#$ing hate this... I wish I was with him right now.
Richardsgirl87 Richardsgirl87
18-21, F
1 Response Sep 16, 2012

Did you have any luck, I really hoped things worked out! You can get through this!!

Nope still sick... Thank you for your optimism. I still have hope that I'll be better before he goes.