my story i think has just begun.
i met my sweet loving boyfriend awhile before he was to leave for bootcamp. unfortunatly we only got to hang out a few times like we went on our first date to a movie,and did bowling and that kinda stuff.
then his friends threw him a going away party which i just had to go. i needed to see him again before he left. :)
we had a lot of fun that night. a few drinks were involved. but we didnt do anything sexual. not that it mattered to me if we did. i was just happy to be able to kiss him. which we did alot of.
after the party my friends and i left and went home. he called me a little while latter and we talked for at least 3 hours or so. it was sweet.:) he even called me before he left for bootcamp and told me that he couldnt stop thinking about me and hell miss me. i was very excited.
chris is very diffrent from the guys i was used to. he was a true gentelman.opened doors and called me darling and paid for dates.even though i tried to insist on paying for myself. lol hed never let me.
anyway it drove me crazy not hearing from him for so long.after he left. but i started geting his letters.oh i was so estatic.ive saved them all too. every now and then hed get to call me. those calls were so special. i would feel terrible if i missed it. i felt special that he was thinking about me enough to call and see how i was . and to say he misses me. he even called me on my birthday. that made me cry. a good cry though.
one day i wrote him a letter telling him how i felt about him. i told him very forwardly, i love you. and i would love to be with you and do the long distance relationship. at first i think he was worried about the distance. but im glad he decided yes. i got a letter saying how he thinks im such a wonderful sweethearted girl and how hes glad to call me his girlfriend now. that just touched my heart.
now we are together and very much in love.i got to recently go visit him where hes in school. and see where he gets to go everyday. it was very emotional weekend for me. i cried when i saw him and cried having to leave him. he told me not to be sad because i will be seeing him again soon. not soonenough.
hes told me that he wants me to come live with him wherever he is stationed. which i told him i would love to just be able to wake up next to him and give him kisses all the time. :) he likes that as well. who knows what will happen next... well just have towait and see.
all i know is that i love and miss him like crazy. i miss his arms being around me. and his sweet kisses.and his smell. and him saying i love u in person.