Slowly Getting Used To This
i know I have not posted a story in a while so I figured I would to update you all....
Well Tyler had been in WA for just over 2 weeks and I have not been able to see him in over 18 days and he is not making it any easier on me. He loves to tell me he wishes I was with him right now which does not make it any easier on me. Like does he even know how badly I want to be with him right now? If i had my way I would be on the next plain to Washington to be with him. Its not easy at all to know that soon I will no longer be able to text or skype with him for months at a time.
When I think about this it makes me really sad because I love being able to wake up to texts from him telling me "Good Morning" and "I Love You Baby." But for now I live for the skype conversations I get to have with him! Those are the happiest parts of my day when I get to see his face and hear his voice. I love when I hear him call me baby and see him smile. whenever I am having a bad day I know when I see him smile it makes me feel so much better.
I know this sounds really sappy but when I see him smile it melts my heart and its like I can never say no to him lol...wow this is sounding really sappy but I just cant help it lol...but I am so happy there is a site like this where I can come and just let out all the things I am feeling and have girls out there that know exactly what i am going through and that support each other, because we all know how it feels and have gone though it and can be there to help if we ever need it I mean don't get me wrong I have my friends that I can turn to but I mean lets be honest here most of them don't really understand what I am going though dating a navy boy and all. So I am glad there are girls out there that do and that I could turn to for help or support and that is a really comforting feeling :)