Not A Guilty Pleasure, I Dont Care At All

I am primarily an artist, a performer, someone who can be confident whenever need be, and im outgoing and an adventurer...
but i never had this in the beginning, i grew up being very sheltered, in my late teens i had to take on board all my brain power and actually had to LEARN how to be social, but this was really a benefit, i became more open minded and more observant, i can easily read peoples expressions, ok some of it did suck, but whats done is done so im positive with what tools i gain in having all that time inside being introverted like a good little nerd...

But in the last year, i think im combining the two, I have tshirts of mutley from wacky racers and animal from the muppets, people praise them when they see them, because well mutley and animal are cool! lol and they compliment that its colourful and happy, totally trumps ''abercombie'' IMO what did they do thats so amazing! at least mutley tried to catch the pigeon, I have a belt buckle thats the bullet with the face on it from super mario...
plus every rocker is a nerd in disguise, we just don't admit it (at the metal festivals the chuck norris jokes are still going strong!)... and well there are bands like weezer, hadouken!, blink 182, reel big fish, they sing about how un-trendy they are (well not for hadouken, but they have had plenty of street fighter references, their name being 1) daft punk also love tron, and how can you not love the eurodance theme of the MK movie lol

I dont need to go into how nerds and geeks are pushed down, old story, but their fighting back, people say 'owned' in person now and ninjas are officially cool, and well dont geeks rule the world anyway? optimus primes on the big screen with the original voice...
I love fantasy, i love sci-fi, i love reality bending mind f-cking multi universal stories that i can barely understand, Lost was epic (i want to retire and go to the island with hurley as number 1) I had man-tears at the end and nearly did for supernatural too, so yeah Im a big nerd, if i wasnt then i think my sketches and art would probably wouldnt be half as good, for my first story (dont belong to the human race) i said i created a world inside me, well yeah I did, nearly a douzen in fact, ive got endless amount of lyrics to write about, and even better its not dragonforce esque...

i bought a 360 recently, had the original box before i played the guitar and started partying, sold it when i did, and now ive jumped back into the nerd kingdom of the virtual world, its been a long time seemingly, but ive brought a new me back, just im still getting wiped across the floor by the others, i would have crushed these bastads back in the day!!! but im a pretty good zombie killer

its not really escaping reality like your probably thinking, I like to bring my imagination to life wherever I can; me and friends make obscure structures in our surrounding woods, their just landmarks practically but we nickname them 'totem poles' and my fave 'the magical stolen dustbin' its still got its shiny silver paint on it after like 5 camp fires and loads of stuff blown up in it, izt magic! lol (plus when we get really drunk at some stupid hour like 4am, then it calls for timsplitters and super smash bro's!) nerds have their vices, but I like them, i bigged them up and showed them how to rock out in college where everyone else just sniggered at them, and they taught me how to find all the unkown music on the net I was looking for like, forever.
they dont like it when i say ''whats with final fantasy and anime anyway?'' though...

nerds will falcon punch us all one day, fatality x_x
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18-21, M
Jul 16, 2010