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This is my ironic little story.
I have a best friend which is away from me now. I am married now but everyday my mind kept on thinking of him.
We've been friends when I was in 1st year in college. He actually been my suitor that time. I am really friendly that's maybe why most of my friends like me more than being a friend. That time I don't like him as a suitor,cause I'm really demanding on how a person court me. but honestly, I liked him too. So in short, I rejected him even though I like him. After that, he courted some girl, and they been "on". the day he had a girl friend, he told me he wanted to tell that first to his best friend and that's me, he said. He even said that if he is to choose between me and the girl , he would choose me. I don't know what he means. All I know is that he is now my best friend. after a month he split with the girl. My boyfriend that time was really jealous of him, so I pushed him to go back to the girl to avoid problems again.
I transferred to other school but he always says I love you, and that he will never forget me. Well, he always makes me feel he is there. And I am always happy because of him. I ignored my feelings. I just think that it is just him being concerned and being a true friend to me.
Years gone by, and I got married. But he is still a friend to me. Actually, the day before my wedding he texted me that he is happy but lonely at the same time. My husband actually get mad. But I just ignored everything my best friend said.
He always calls me when I'm alone at home. Then he told me he will be going to canada. He said, how he wish to be working with me in Canada. And I just laugh, thinking everything was just a joke.
Then lately, we had the chance to chat with each other on cam. How I was surprise that he introduced me to his friends as the one to be his wife. That he wished we have 3 kids now. Because its been 3 years since I was married. That we should be drinking together. I just laughed, knowing its too late to say that. How I wish he told me his feelings before my wed, I might not be married if he did. How I missed him so much. How I wish I could do my plans and dreams with him in Canada where I really wanted to go and work. Now, I just have to keep it a secret. Still if he will tell it to me personally, I don't know, I might ruin my family. Because all my life I ignore the feelings.. for my best friend.
I have a best friend which is away from me now. I am married now but everyday my mind kept on thinking of him.
We've been friends when I was in 1st year in college. He actually been my suitor that time. I am really friendly that's maybe why most of my friends like me more than being a friend. That time I don't like him as a suitor,cause I'm really demanding on how a person court me. but honestly, I liked him too. So in short, I rejected him even though I like him. After that, he courted some girl, and they been "on". the day he had a girl friend, he told me he wanted to tell that first to his best friend and that's me, he said. He even said that if he is to choose between me and the girl , he would choose me. I don't know what he means. All I know is that he is now my best friend. after a month he split with the girl. My boyfriend that time was really jealous of him, so I pushed him to go back to the girl to avoid problems again.
I transferred to other school but he always says I love you, and that he will never forget me. Well, he always makes me feel he is there. And I am always happy because of him. I ignored my feelings. I just think that it is just him being concerned and being a true friend to me.
Years gone by, and I got married. But he is still a friend to me. Actually, the day before my wedding he texted me that he is happy but lonely at the same time. My husband actually get mad. But I just ignored everything my best friend said.
He always calls me when I'm alone at home. Then he told me he will be going to canada. He said, how he wish to be working with me in Canada. And I just laugh, thinking everything was just a joke.
Then lately, we had the chance to chat with each other on cam. How I was surprise that he introduced me to his friends as the one to be his wife. That he wished we have 3 kids now. Because its been 3 years since I was married. That we should be drinking together. I just laughed, knowing its too late to say that. How I wish he told me his feelings before my wed, I might not be married if he did. How I missed him so much. How I wish I could do my plans and dreams with him in Canada where I really wanted to go and work. Now, I just have to keep it a secret. Still if he will tell it to me personally, I don't know, I might ruin my family. Because all my life I ignore the feelings.. for my best friend.
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