Meet Spokesoftly!

We caught up with new member spokesoftly and asked a few fun questions. Get to know your new community member and don't forget to say Hello!

EP: Good evening and welcome. Wonderful to have you join us. Let's get started right away. If you had the chance where you could do anything you wanted, with money being no object, what would you do?


spokesoftly: Pleasure to be here. Interesting. Sence I'm looking deeply right now, it would be to find a profesional who could help me to find a way to lift this always been with me darkness. The rage that made me think I would have made a "good hit man". The anger that erupts inside me when I hear from some one that they were beaten or raped by another, an enraging anger that scares the person that I am trying to build something with.(relationship). Something to open a door that I can understand how to start the healing when I have no memories of what brings all this to me. Medicatjions have helped with the symptems. Helped me to be able to so far keep the best job I have ever landed. Allowed me to focus away from the fear that someday I will blow and see red again. It happened once I was removed by friends and it was told not to let myself ever again go there, Walk every time!!!! Some way to fill the numbness that has been with me since I have memories.

Other than that, I would love to go se the grand canyon, swin in warm tropiical water, snorkle along a reef looking at all of the beatiful fish coral and colors of these amazing places. Go spelunking and see all the wonders of these mysterious caves. Go somef place so full of wonder and awe, that it overwellmes me in to another frame of feeling.

EP: Intriguing answer. If you could meet any person in the world, dead or alive, who would it be?


spokesoftly: That's kind of odd, but alright. Another soul so full of joy that I would be able to focus only on them and would leave all of this darkness for a while.

EP: Very well. It's been a real treat to chat with you today. Well, that concludes our up close and personal interview with spokesoftly . Stay tuned readers, for our next New Member Interview.

Until then, be sure to pay a visit to spokesoftly's profile today and say Hello!
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46-50, M
Feb 17, 2010