Whats Wrong With Me?
Maybe I don't qualify as a "new" mother anymore. My son is 15 months and wonderful. However, I can't seem to break out of this fog. You know how some children are classified as "failure to thrive"? I am failing to thrive.
I am so unhappy with myself and my marriage. I worry about the effect I am having on my son. I am so in love with him, and I try to be a "happy" mom. But I just feel like I am not doing a good job overall. I see "normal" people out doing "normal" things and I wonder how they do it. How do I get there from here????????
Some days I dont even shower or get dressed. I feel like a failure.