I'm Slowly Becoming More Confident About My PangenderismMy story started when I first questioned my gender somewhere around my 1st year of secondary school. I have always been a rather tomboyish girl. Back in primary school "gender" wasn't really significant to me, as I perceived myself just as "myself". When I graduated I became a bit uncomfortable with being physically a girl, which was showing more, because my body was becoming more and more mature. I thought I felt more like a boy. I looked at other males with a bit of jealousy.
In secondary school I befriended with very open-minded people and they helped me find out where I belonged. They treated me as a boy for a while (I looked like one anyway) - it was an experiment. During that period of time I realized I'm not completely comfortable with being male either. I decided then that I would just be myself, because i was a bit tired of trying to figure out who I am. But the matter of my gender still bugged me, because it's hard to belong nowhere.
In my 3rd year of secondary school I came across pangenderism and I got that impulse that this is what I've been looking for all this time! After I've read many articles about this and stories of other pangenders and after a lot of arguing with myself about whether I'm sure I think I'm becoming more confident about my pangenderism at last.
Of course there's still a lot of doubts and uncertainty...
*sorry for any English mistakes
CoEfI 16-17 1 Response 2 Feb 24, 2012