Not Quite Yet...

I'm a student in preschool education. Third year. Last year we went to preschool classes and observed for one semester. This year we actually "teach". I don't think I'm doing very well. I would like to say that the conditions prohibit a better performance, but I don't think that's true. Kids are kids, they won't be silent or still when I go to my own classroom. So, yeah. I 'm doing the best I can. But not with all my heart. I'm not sure if I want to practice this. But let's worry about actually graduating first. In two days I will do my last "teaching session" for the semester. The first time I actually had an almost panick atack... Horrible feeling. I thought I would pass out. I started -discreetly- deep breaths, then I went to wash my face... Anyway, I survived. So...

What I wish is, if I ever go to a classroom of my own, to do so with all my heart. To give everything I have and take whatever the children have to offer me. I think it is the best work environment you could ever ask, but it has to suit your character and you have to be open to it.
aloneforlong aloneforlong
26-30, F
Dec 11, 2012