I Am a Professional Escort

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By: AnitaBath

Written on May 26th, 2009

I don't feel like writing much, this being my first day as a member but I will add as much as I can.

I am many things to many people, a graduate student, a savior, a giver, a best friend, a patriot...and a professional escort.

I can be all those things without issue which make me feel like there must be something wrong with me.

I guess I joined this site because I need to find others that can do what I can do and learn about them as well as myself.

I fall under the socio-economic and statistical standards that by no doubt affect who I am today (low income family, sexual abuse survivor, etc), but there has be to more. Narcissism? I have the ability to enjoy sexual favors for money. True, that if I had another choice I would take it but the important point is that I "enjoy" the exchange. I am a very sensual person and truly enjoy satisfying another being sexually. I am an educated woman who knows the dangers of this life, so much to lose. How can I still do this? Hmmmm...I guess more thoughts about this at another time.

By: AnitaBath

Age: 36-40

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OCHOTWIFE

I understand completely.

Apr 17
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msbanks

I feel the same way..I know this is what I am meant to do and I also had a mother who did this..so I always expected to. I started late though but now I know I can't do anything else..but I feel so lonely. I want a bf but I also want a baby. So hard..

Dec 3, 2012
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- epiphany001
  Hi msbanks. Im getting a late start myself. But i have a really good feeling about if after working a 9 to 5 for so many years. I finally found a decent agency. Hows it been for you so far?
  
  Dec 29, 2012
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taurusgrrl

Be true to you. What others think is not important.

Sep 15, 2012
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noraindiana

am 20yrs just signed in with an agency yet to start the job next week i need as much help about this as possible am sure i can be really good at this since i accompany most of my pals places buh if i can be paid for my company i wunt mind i hope when my boyfie knows this he wunt leave me

would love to know more thanks

Sep 11, 2011
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rblackbelt

I am in love with an escort right now. Have been in love with other escorts in the past. They can love as good as any partner.

Jan 2, 2010
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quietstormbaby

I totally understand. I'm thinking about doing this but being a college girl from a family full of scholars makes me feel a little strange about it. I think its a fabulous concept and most people just dont understand why a smart educated woman would want to be an escort, but maybe theyd do it too if they werent so afraid.

Nov 6, 2009
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ajaypint

Anita, don't put a veil of defence around yourself which can tearout tomorrow. u need to think all these and then settle your thoughts.

1. where u will be after 5years, 10years, 15years...

2. who will be the people around u

3. how much percentage of people in your surrounding/society will not bother u about ur past.

4. will u be ready to change your surrouding/society if it doesn't suits u.

5. will u be able to accept what u are doing now. i mean once u stop

At this particular point of time. u may like to side with some factors, but will u be consistent. age, experience, ample money and people around u will affect your thinking. and it might happan that u will repent. so be very very careful. i will say a longterm peaceful harmonious life is much better than short-term excitement filled life.

Oct 24, 2009
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MathewLongworth

Honey, be free with what you say, do and think, because anything else is a prison that we build around ourselves. Do no harm to others, stay positive and beautiful. I am also a new member, just getting started here.http://imust-confess.blogspot.com/

May 28, 2009
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way2fun

We all feel like there is something wrong with us from time to time because we are constantly comparing ourselves to others and society's norms. Don't get too caught up in constantly questioning yourself. You are who you are and that makes you unique and special. Accept that and be happy. You sound pretty pulled together to me.

May 28, 2009
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jokerinthepack

is that show 'secret diaries of a callgirl' or whatever pretty spot on for what you go through?

May 28, 2009
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axeman66

if you enjoy yourself, it's all good. just be careful. welcome to ep!

May 27, 2009
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axeman66

if you enjoy yourself, it's all good. just be careful. welcome to ep!

May 27, 2009
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axeman66

if you enjoy yourself, it's all good. just be careful. welcome to ep!

May 27, 2009
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