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I Hate Money

I have all these dreams and goals. I want to save the world. I want to use my degree to help people.

Unfortunately I can't afford my degree. I've tried out prostitution, and I hate it. I'm considering dropping out and just... figuring something else out.

I'm so afraid.

Kailasa Kailasa 16-18, F 12 Responses Oct 2, 2008

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I may be able to help you. Contact me with your details and location.

Maybe I can help you out?

I hate it too. My husband makes enough that I shouldn't have to worry. I get an allowance of $800 a month for 3 kids. That money is for groceries and for anything pretaining to the kids. Does not go far. I was a stay at home mom for 16 years. I have a degree, but nobody wants to hire someone who has not worked in a while. So, I started working in a daycare. lets just say the pay was not worth the stress. I am very pretty so I thought maybe I could do this. There has to be a better way to provide for the kids. the nasty stuff I did for as little as $60 makes me want to vomit. So, I know exactly how you feel. i just want to give up and crawl into a closet.

It is a sick world we live in: that people driven to prostitution, to practice they themselves (and society at large) may find abhorrent, degrading: in order to fund education that provides paperwork for personally meaningful employment, action. Your want to save the world, to help people: is truly beautiful. Your soul is beautiful. Do not forget that. Sadly, our world is structured against many of those with greatest desire, need, want to change it for the better. Do not give up those dreams, Kallasa. They are too rare, too precious, too necessary for abandonment. The worlds full of people giving up on betterment, and it is far poorer place due to them giving up. I wish I knew a sure way for funding degree, one that doesn't require actions that the person finds upsetting, traumatic. Have you talked to your professors, financial aid? Any friends/family/friends of friends, etc. willing to help with funds? A person can never truly feel what another is experiencing, but I will say: I am in similar situation, I truly empathize with that which you are going through. Please, do not let cruelties of world break your spirit and goodness. The dreams are often what sustains, when nearly all else has lost.

If you don't like it honey then don't do it only do what you like. I don't like it my self but i am a women that loves the business part of it. and there is many of women who do love dating for money but do not understand the business part of it and that is where you could come in handy. I am a manager of finances. Perfect for me. Love To all Miss Treasure!

for a degree, whatever. Prostitution isn't escorting or dancing, you don't need an excuse to justify your actions. It is just something that happens, either you like it do it or you don't, and won't it's not like a resume is going to solve all, except maybe in Nevada at a brothel, if you want to put up with that for the environment and pay.

dont do it somtimes money comes when you let go and find the right thing for you<br />
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love light and peace

Its not about getting used to it. Its about not losing who you are for what you want. where there is a will, there is a bad,a good and a better way.

Lighten up babe. I dropped out of school as well. It is expensive. Being a call-girl isn't so bad if you just go at it with the right outlook. Make your money, no boring crap job and honestly, if you stick at it for a while you get used to it and having sex for money gets a lot easier.

I feel for you.

why wat happen?

It is good that you hate it. Self respect is priceless; every dollar earned in the business represents a piece of you that you will never get back.