He Left..

Evan left September 18, 2012. It's only been a few days but it feels like forever. I don't know what to do. It just hurts so much.
I don't really have anyone who understands how much it hurts right now. None of my friends or family really get it so I'm coming to this to hopefully get support from people going through the same thing as me. I'd like to meet people who can give me some support through all this and I can do the same.
I just miss him so much. I know that we will stick together through all of this but the end seems so far away. He decided that he wanted to join the USAF back in February 2012 and since then we have been awaiting the dreaded day that he would leave for Basic Training. We would spend everyday together and he would call me every night but now I can't communicate with him AT ALL. It's devestating. Tuesday night he sent me text as he was getting onto the bus to take him from the San Antonio, Texas Airport to the Lakland Air Force base. It said: "I love you so so so so so much....this is it...I'll talk to you soon."
It was the most devestating text EVER it felt like. I cried for what seemed like forever.
But last night he called his mom and left her a voicemail with his mailing address and then SURPRISE! He called me!!
it was the best 59 seconds EVER. lol

He said: "I don't have much time, but I wanted to tell you that I love you so much baby, & i miss you so much. I gave my mom my address so you'll have it soon.
& I said: " I was just writing you a letter!"
he said: "awwe thankyou baby (he sounded happy at that) are you feeling any better?"
& i had been. I hadnt cried at all that day but of course i started crying then. we said our goodbyes and he said that he would talk to me soon.
Just hearing his voice for 59 seconds uplifted my mood.

I just need some help from people who can relate. Will the hurt ever go away, or i guess get any easier?
evansgirl8 evansgirl8
18-21, F
Sep 21, 2012