Bored

A while ago, my ex was trying to mess with me out of revenge, it triggers me when I catch someone in an attempt to mess with me I find myself leading them on and toying with them while they believe they're the one who's messing with me. I had been keeping an eye on him for a while, watching his plans from a distance... but he chose a bad timing, I got busy with more important things as I couldn't risk losing my scholarship and had to keep him away so instead of playing along I got him trapped inside a game he was going to use with me I had to keep him busy till I'm done so that I could go back to playing with him.

Something isn't right, it's been three weeks and he hasn't figured it out, he's not stupid which is why I chose him at the first place, I liked how he thinks he's a genius and how he's convinced that he knows me very well, it was fun to watch his analysis when all he knows about me is crap, but I had to provide him with enough puzzles and watch him go in deep thought trying to analyze things and link them together... maybe he's about to give up.

I never give clear statements to the people I toy with, it has to be completely their idea and conclusion which gives my masks a lot more flexibility. I'm not sure why I do that... for example I don't seduce others, instead I lead them into seducing me I don't know why but it works that way for me alternating between acting naive and acting hard to get depending on the preference of my victim.

School is coming to an end and this is the only thing keeping me sane at this moment since I'll be moving to new place soon... I need something to do till then besides work because even though I've been keeping myself occupied I find my fantasies running wilder than ever which makes me frustrated... sorry if my writing is a bit messy as english is not my first language